Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Yesterday, I had a dream. I dreamt of my 1st ex-boyfriend, Boon Choon. Until now, the dream is very clear. I dreamt that I checked out at the telephone directory, and saw his address has been changed. He has shifted to Liang Seah Street. Inside the dreamt, I remembered clearly that I purposely went down to Liang Seah Street (near my working place) and take a look at his permises.
When I reached Liang Seah Street, I looked at the unit no 230B. I saw the unit is a shop house and inside was selling full of varities of food and etc.......... I decided to have my lunch over there. While waiting, I saw his mum was cleaning the table for customers to sit down. Then, I saw his elder sister, Kate, was at the cashier counter. Both of them didn't notice me.
Then out of curiousity, I looked around the shop and went up to see how the shop looks like. I saw there is a small bookshop, a residential house. Inside the bookshop, I saw 2 ladies. One of them is his youngest sister, Wenhui and the other, I don't know who is she? Perhaps, his wife?
After seeing, I went down again to have my food. When I was eating half-way, I looked up and I saw his mum and both of us looked at each other. His mum walked over to me and talked to me. After then follow by all his 3 sisters. Inside the dream, I came to know that he was in Australia doing training (still in Air Force) but in actual fact, he no longer in Air Force. Then, his mum showed me his wife. At the same time, his wife came to looked for them. They didn't introduce her to me. After that, I left the shop......................................
When I woke up this morning, my heart is pouncing and I'm very miserable and sad. I don't know why???? Although we have break off for 10 over years, sometimes, I still dream of him. These 10 over years, I never bumped into him except for the 1st year after we have broken off. The rest of the years, I never ever once bumped into him.
Perhaps, he is my 1st love, that's why I wouldn't so easily forget him even though it already past 10 over years. As what people said : 1st love is always never easy to forget!
Although, we have broken off 10 over years and I have totally forgot him for the 10 over years but when I dream of him again, my mood, mind and heart felt very sad, miserable and hope one day we can reconcile again but I know it is impossible, unless we still have the fate to be together!
After the dream, memories of the past appeared in front of me. My heart is very aching. I don't know why..............but life still has to go on.............................
Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
When I reached Liang Seah Street, I looked at the unit no 230B. I saw the unit is a shop house and inside was selling full of varities of food and etc.......... I decided to have my lunch over there. While waiting, I saw his mum was cleaning the table for customers to sit down. Then, I saw his elder sister, Kate, was at the cashier counter. Both of them didn't notice me.
Then out of curiousity, I looked around the shop and went up to see how the shop looks like. I saw there is a small bookshop, a residential house. Inside the bookshop, I saw 2 ladies. One of them is his youngest sister, Wenhui and the other, I don't know who is she? Perhaps, his wife?
After seeing, I went down again to have my food. When I was eating half-way, I looked up and I saw his mum and both of us looked at each other. His mum walked over to me and talked to me. After then follow by all his 3 sisters. Inside the dream, I came to know that he was in Australia doing training (still in Air Force) but in actual fact, he no longer in Air Force. Then, his mum showed me his wife. At the same time, his wife came to looked for them. They didn't introduce her to me. After that, I left the shop......................................
When I woke up this morning, my heart is pouncing and I'm very miserable and sad. I don't know why???? Although we have break off for 10 over years, sometimes, I still dream of him. These 10 over years, I never bumped into him except for the 1st year after we have broken off. The rest of the years, I never ever once bumped into him.
Perhaps, he is my 1st love, that's why I wouldn't so easily forget him even though it already past 10 over years. As what people said : 1st love is always never easy to forget!
Although, we have broken off 10 over years and I have totally forgot him for the 10 over years but when I dream of him again, my mood, mind and heart felt very sad, miserable and hope one day we can reconcile again but I know it is impossible, unless we still have the fate to be together!
After the dream, memories of the past appeared in front of me. My heart is very aching. I don't know why..............but life still has to go on.............................
Sigh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
# posted by preciouslovers : 1:36 PM
